There, is where I want to be.

Here, is where I’m placed to rot and make my way through Hell and pain and suffering, through all the darkness and the masks.

 I wish I could fall asleep and wake up there, to be with her~

 The love of my life, my dream come true, she is my only reason to keep living; she is what keeps me going through this HELL. I don’t know who to trust anymore, besides her. I don’t know who my real enemies are. Now things weren’t this way before, before it was so innocent and beautiful. Everyone got along (mostly, bullying was more well known then), we didn’t care what others thought, and we didn’t know the true evils of this world. Now you may think I'm some satanist or an aetheist or some other twisted, false, judgemental idea that resides inside your mind. But it is not true. I am christian, not a strong christian, but I do believe in God and I do pray, even if I am in love with her~

 But I'm getting ahead of myself, this is just the prologue of the story. What lies ahead may take you back to a similar tale you may have heard. One of creatures beyond imagination and people that might make you go simply mad.

In this world, what happens was in my control, now it lies to whole other force.

A red one.

This was my Wonderland.